I flaked on quitting the blog, and while I am glad at did, I’ve just been sort of starting at it for a few days, trying to think about what I want to do with it.
Part of me considered deleting all the previous posts, and starting from scratch, in something of a “reset”…but a lot (okay, one or two) of my past posts are pretty awesome, and I don’t want to lose that.
Another part of me want’s to renarrow the focus, at least for now, on the weight loss journey. I’ve been blogging about weight loss for over three years now though…so I don’t want to end up just rehashing previous posts and topics.
Yet ANOTHER part of me want’s to make this into a blog about getting my life on track in general. That’s kind of the way it’s been going for a while now anyway, but my method of “getting my life on track” involves a lot of “throwing shit to the wall and seeing what sticks,” and it’s led to some pretty random happenings. Prime example: Last month I was applying to Graduate schools in hopes of getting into an Emergency Management Program. Now? I’m trying to teach myself Adobe Creative Suite in hopes of maybe getting into graphic design. There isn’t much of a rhyme or reason to any of it right now, and while documenting all of that would make for an interesting experience, it would make me come off moreso as a big ol’ indecisive mess.
That’s what I am though, a big ol’ indecisive mess. Guess I should own that, huh?
I don’t know. We’ll see what happens, I guess. The only thing I know is that I’m probably going to drop the “FTW” in the blog name soon. I own “iamstevegray.com,” and we’ll probably be shifting things over in that direction.